Wednesday, October 26, 2016

Cooookies!!! nom nom nom

Sometimes my cousin Shari and I get together and have a single mom party.  We share a glass of wine (or two), a nice quiet dinner, good adult conversation, and laughs.

Sounds like a relaxing time, right?!  Ok...  that's not exactly how our single mom nights go.  In actuality, we get our children together so they can run around one of our houses in madness while screaming and shooting each other with fake lasers and nerf guns while we drink a glass of wine (or two) to try to relax and escape homework or typical single mom stress.

Mass chaos masked by wine!


So one night we decided to make chocolate chip cookies to tame the wild children.


Finding the perfect chocolate chip recipe has really baffled me during my life.  When I was a little girl my dad and I always made the original Toll House Cookie recipe.  It's a great cookie, but I can't make these cookies as perfectly as my dad... they either end up too chewy or too crunchy or...  I'm not really sure why I'm not a professional at these cookies after making them my entire childhood, but I'm not.

I've been through SO MANY chocolate chip cookie recipes.  The question is simply this:  Do you like your chocolate chip cookies to be gooey, fluffy, crunchy, cakey, chewy, or a combo of these?  I like a combo.  So I set out to learn about leavening and create the perfect chocolate chip cookie recipe:  crunchy and chewy.  Amidst the workload of law school, I failed.

But then I remembered Smitten Kitchen.  I love that blog!  And, of course, she has a TON of chocolate chip cookie recipes.  And, of course, she has a perfect recipe for me! (Even baby Emilee approved!!!)


These cookies are thicker cookies that are crispy on the outside and chewy in the middle (as long as you don't overcook them) with a taste of the original Toll House cookie recipe.  Delicious!

Crispy, Chewy, Perfect Chocolate Chip Cookies
Recipe borrowed from Smitten Kitchen

2 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon salt
3/4 cup unsalted butter, melted (This is different than the original Toll House recipe because you are not going to have to go through the traditional "creaming" method.)
1 cup packed brown sugar
1/2 cup granulated sugar
1 tablespoon vanilla extract (feel free to substitute half of this with strong bourbon and add walnuts to the cookies during Derby!!!  Mmmm...)
1 large egg
1 large egg yolk
2 cups semisweet chocolate chips

Preheat oven to 325°.  Line cookie sheet with parchment paper or grease cookie sheet.

Sift together the flour, baking soda, and salt; set aside.  In a medium bowl, cream together the melted butter, brown sugar, and white sugar until well blended.


Beat in the vanilla, egg, and egg yolk until light and creamy.  Slowly mix in the sifted ingredients until just blended.  Stir in the chocolate chips (and walnuts if you're using them) by hand using a wooden spoon.


Drop the cookie dough 1/4 cup at a time (for giant cookies) or a tablespoon at a time (for smaller cookies) onto the prepared cookie sheets.  Cookies should be about 3 inches apart.

Bake larger cookies for 15 to 17 minutes, or 10 to 12 minutes for smaller ones (check your cookies before they're done; DO NOT OVER COOK THESE COOKIES; depending on your scoop size, your baking time will vary) in the preheated oven.  You will bake until lightly toasted.


It always takes me one tray before I know the perfect cooking time for these cookies.  
I will say to err on the side of less cooked if you want them to remain chewy past one day

Cool on baking sheets for a few minutes before transferring to wire racks to cool completely.

Then EAT ALL THE COOKIES because they're really best eaten that day.


Friday, September 2, 2016

If, When, How

I woke up the other morning, worked out, then made the 25-minute walk to school to sit through 1.5 hours of Professional Responsibility.  (To be fair, I really enjoy this class.)  Then I made the 25-minute walk back to my house and drove to legal aid.  I worked at legal aid for several hours and drove back home to park my car so I could, once again, make the 25-minute walk to school.  (I tried to ride my bike, but I have a flat.  Great.)  I endured almost 2 hours of Written Advocacy.  (I’m just going to leave the wording like that.)  And finally made the 25-minute walk home.  I was so tired. 


But I needed to make tiramisu as promised. 

I agreed to make tiramisu for a meeting about a reproductive rights group called "If, When, How."  If, When, How is a group that's "lawyering for reproductive justice."  We are starting a student chapter at Brandeis.  This is the good stuff.  Feminism has become stagnant and we need to remember that we are not finished.  We are not yet equal.    

Anyhow, I love both the ladies that were going to the dinner and the cause so I needed to make tiramisu.  

Motivate.   

I thought about taking a short cut and buying ladyfingers from a local bakery, but I couldn’t justify it.  I not only live on a student’s budget, I write a baking blog.  

Truth.  Ladyfingers scared me.  I mean . . . I’m not scared they’re going to jump out from around the corner and scream “Boo!,” but their light fluffiness is incredibly intimidating when completely exhausted. 

Time to tackle my fear.

Guess what?!  They’re not terrifying! 

Ladyfingers
Borrowed from Joy of Baking (Always a solid go to for new recipe building.)

5 large eggs
2/3 cup granulated white sugar; divided
1 teaspoon vanilla extract (This has to be the real thing.  If you have imitation vanilla, please throw it out.)
1 cup cake flour
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon cream of tartar
1/3 cup powdered sugar

Separate the eggs while they are still cold and cover the whites and yolks with plastic wrap to prevent a film from forming on the egg yolks and to keep the whites from drying out.  Let the yolks and whites reach room temperature before using (about 30 minutes).

Preheat the oven to 400 and line two baking sheets with parchment paper.  Have ready a large pastry bag fitted with a ½ in. plain round tip.  (Or put it in a Ziplock bag and cut off a corner . . .but this is the lazy method.)  At this point, the original recipe draws lines on the parchment paper to help outline where you will eventually pipe the batter for the ladyfingers.  I didn’t do this.  I am making tiramisu.  No one will see the ladyfingers.  But you should check it out if you care about the shape of your ladyfingers.  You should also not use my lazy lazy batter in a Ziplock method!

Ok.  Enough of the prep.

Now, in your electric mixer, fitted with the paddle attachment (if you have one and your very favorite mixer that you’ve never been able to use isn’t dead), beat the egg yolks and 1/3 cup white sugar on high speed until the mixture becomes thick and pale yellow.  (When you raise the beaters, the batter should fall back into the bowl in a slow ribbon.)  (This will take between 5-10 minutes.)  Beat in the vanilla extract.  Sift the cake flour and salt over the batter, but do not fold in.



In a clean bowl, with the whisk attachment (if you have one and your very favorite mixer that you’ve never been able to use isn’t dead), whip the egg whites and cream of tartar on medium speed until soft peaks form.  



Gradually add the remaining 1/3 cup white sugar and whip until stiff peaks form and the whites are glossy.  Fold the whites into the egg yolk and flour mixture in three additions, mixing only until incorporated.


Transfer the batter to your pastry bag (… or… Ziplock bag... don't do this, but it's what I did) and, holding the bag at about a 45 degree angle to the baking sheet, pipe the batter into 3 in long ladyfingers with about 1 inch in between.


Note:  Using an actual pasty bag will make your ladyfingers prettier than mine.  ;o)

When you have piped all the cookies, place the powdered sugar in a fine strainer, and lightly sift the sugar over the tops of the cookies.  Bake for about 8 minutes or until the ladyfingers are firm but barely brown and are still soft and spongy when lightly pressed.

Remove the baking sheets from the oven and immediately slide the parchment paper (with the ladyfingers - if that wasn’t implied) from the baking sheet onto a wire baking rack.  Let the ladyfingers cool for a minute and then remove the lady fingers from the parchment paper using a flat spatula or knife.  Please note:  remove the ladyfingers while they are still warm or they will likely stick to the parchment paper.  Let them cool.  These ladyfingers are meant to be used the day they are baked.  If you must keep them longer, freeze them.  (To freeze, place in a plastic bag between layers of wax or parchment paper and freeze up to one month.)


This makes about 40 3-in. ladyfingers.

(This is just barely enough ladyfingers to make the tiramisu in the recipe that follows.)

Tiramisu
Borrowed and adapted from Tyler Florence

7 egg yolks
1/2 cup sugar
1/3 cup sweet marsala wine, plus 2 TBSP.
1 pint heavy whipping cream
1 cup brewed espresso (or super strong coffee) (But NEVER EVER instant espresso.  Gross.)
1 ounce dark chocolate
1/4 cup spiced rum
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
48 ladyfingers

Put a glass bowl in the fridge.  (Easy step!)

Cream together egg yolks and sugar in a heatproof bowl set over a pot of simmering water.  Add 1/3 cup of the marsala wine and continue to whisk until mixture is thick and doubled in volume.  This is basically a zabaglione.  Remove from heat.  Stir in the mascarpone until completely blended.


In the chilled bowl, whip the heavy cream to soft peaks.  Fold the whipped cream into the mascarpone mixture to lighten.

In a small saucepan, combine the espresso (or super dark and over powering coffee), chocolate, rum, vanilla, and remaining 2 tablespoons of marsala wine.  Heat gently and stir to dissolve the chocolate.  Once dissolved, chill the mixture to cool it down (about 15 minutes).  Once cooled, quickly dip each ladyfinger in the chilled coffee mixture and arrange in a single layer on a 9 x 13 glass baking pan (or you can use a disposable aluminum pan because you have every intention of dropping off the tiramisu at a dinner party and not allowing a drop of it back into your house.  Really… use whatever you want.  Be a rebel!)  DO NOT SOAK THE COOKIES.  This tiramisu leans more towards a traditional tiramisu and is wet enough on its own.  Soaking the cookies would turn it into tiramisu soup – which sounds amazing, but is not the goal!

Spread 1/2 of the mascarpone cream evenly with a spatula over the layer of the dipped ladyfingers.  Repeat with a second layer of dipped ladyfingers and remaining mascarpone cream. 

Whip the rest of the heavy cream to soft peaks and spread over the entire pan.  Then sprinkle the top with cocoa powder.  You can be creative here...  

I put a stencil of a lotus blossom on my tiramisu.  A lotus flower grows from muddy water and becomes one of the most beautiful flowers on earth.  Its petals open one by one and fall off.  The next day, the lotus grows again.  To me, this flower is a symbol of life, beauty, and resilience.  Anyhow, it seemed fitting for the cause and beautiful!  So I cut a stencil and placed it on my tiramisu before I "sprinkled the cocoa."


Sprinkle.....  So this recipe taught me a few things: 
1. I'm tired.
2. My sifter is the worst sifter in the world and I really need a new one.  
3. I am now looking for a new sifter and all suggestions are welcome!  (Or gifts.... gifts are welcome too!)


Ahahaha...  Whatever.  It tasted amazing!

Sunday, August 21, 2016

Kit Kat Krazy!

This is Annaliese . . .



Isn't she adorable?!?!  Oh my I love that little squishy beautiful face and untamable hair!!!  She is sitting on her great-grandma in this picture - I am told her great grandma was an incredible baker!

Annaliese's mom (my best friend always and forever) had Anna when we were entirely too young to be raising a little one, but Anna has grown up to be spunky, smart, full of attitude, yet still sweet.

Aaand . . . I'm going to say we're doing alright . . . especially because she LOVES CHOCOLATE!

Side Note:  You are probably looking at this blog like I'm insane because everyone loves chocolate!  Am I right?!  (Sshhhhh . . . Except Anna's mom . . . She's a weirdo! Anna must have picked up the love of chocolate from her Aunt Cynni's Daddy Choi!  Pssstt . . . that's what tiny Anna used to call me when she was little.  I love this girl!)

When Anna turned 14 I made her a chocolate cake with a Nutella buttercream.  I asked her what she wanted this year and, after much debate and many Google searches, she said a "Kit Kat Cake."  I responded, "A what?"  And she showed me a picture of a cake wrapped in Kit Kat bars.  OK.

Chocolate.


I made my absolutely most favorite chocolate cake ever from Smitten Kitchen.

I combined it with the most amazing icing I've ever licked.

Just in case the buttercream wasn't good enough (or it wasn't Kit Katty enough on it's own), I crushed up some Kit Kat bars and mixed them with the mousse buttercream for the filling in the middle.

This does not work, by the way:



It seemed like a good idea at the time, but it just squished the room temperature Kit Kat bars.  I imagine it would work if they were frozen . . . maybe.  But I found crumbling them by hand was effective.


Double Chocolate Layer Cake
Adapted from Gourmet, March 1999
Borrowed from Smitten Kitchen, July 2007

The recipe below is for 2 10-inch layers.


3 ounces semi-sweet chocolate
1 1/2 cups hot brewed coffee
3 cups sugar
2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
1 1/2 cups unsweetened cocoa powder
2 teaspoons baking soda
3/4 teaspoons baking powder
1 1/4 teaspoons table salt
3 large eggs at room temperature
3/4 cup vegetable oil
1 1/2 cups well-shaken buttermilk
3/4 teaspoon vanilla

2 10- by 2-inch round cake pans

Make cake layers:
Preheat oven to 300°F and grease pans.  Line bottoms with rounds of wax paper and grease paper.

Does anyone have a better way to do this?!?!?!



Finely chop chocolate and combine with hot coffee.  Let mixture stand, stirring occasionally, until chocolate is melted and mixture is smooth.

Into a large bowl sift together sugar, flour, cocoa powder, baking soda, baking powder, and salt.

In another large bowl with an electric mixer beat eggs until thickened slightly and lemon colored (about 3 minutes with a stand mixer or 5 minutes with a hand-held mixer).  Slowly add oil, buttermilk, vanilla, and melted chocolate mixture to eggs, beating until combined.  Add sugar mixture and beat at medium speed until just combined.

Divide batter between pans and bake in middle of oven until a tester inserted in the center comes out clean - 1 hour to 1 hour and 10 minutes.

Cool layers in pans on racks.  Run a thin knife around edges of pans if necessary and invert layers onto racks.  Carefully remove wax paper and cool layers completely.  Cake layers may be made 1 day ahead and kept wrapped in plastic at room temperature.


Milk Chocolate Mousse Buttercream
Borrowed from WickedGoodKitchen

(I DOUBLED THE FOLLOWING RECIPE FOR MY CAKE, BUT ENDED UP WITH A TON OF EXTRA FROSTING.  Just in case you were wondering!!)

10 ounces fine-quality milk chocolate, chopped
6 ounces fine-quality dark chocolate, chopped
1 1/2 cups heavy cream
2 tablespoons golden syrup, such as Lyle's (or corn syrup or honey)
1 cup (2 sticks) salted butter, slightly softened (or room temperature)
3/4 cup (1 1/2 sticks) unsalted butter, slightly softened (or room temperature)

Place both chocolates in the bowl of a stand mixer. In a small saucepan, bring the cream and syrup to a boil. Remove from the heat and immediately pour the hot cream mixture over the chocolate. Let stand until chocolate is melted, about 2 to 3 minutes. Starting in the center of the bowl, whisk the chocolate and cream mixture by hand until completely smooth. Set aside to cool to room temperature.

Once the chocolate mixture has cooled, add the softened but still cool butter. Return the bowl to stand mixer fitted with whisk attachment. Beat on medium speed until mixture is well blended and thoroughly combined. At this point, the frosting should be completely smooth with a silky appearance.


Chill frosting in bowl in the freezer for 5 minutes. Stir with rubber spatula. Repeat 3 to 4 more times to reach desired mousse consistency. Return bowl to stand mixer fitted with whisk attachment and whip until mixture is light and fluffy like mousse. Buttercream is now ready to use.


Add Butter.  Beat it.


Then chill.


Notice how it thickens?!  Beat again and chill.


Thickens.  Beat.


Chill.


See above: Chocolate Mousse Buttercream

Sooooo Amazing!!!

OK.  I'm sure you all know how to ice a cake and put it together, etc.  I recently learned the secret to icing a cake is hot hot water.  So . . . 


First I put the icing with the chunks of Kit Kat on the bottom layer for the filling.


Then load the cake with the messy, beautiful icing,


Before the hot water, the cake looks messy!


But a little hot water for smoothing once the icing is on the cake and voilĂ !



Beautiful.  Next add the Kit Kats to the outside and decorate the top in whatever way you deem appropriate!  With this cake I learned to start at the outside and work my way in when doing any type of specific mosaic design.  The "15" is off centered and drove me crazy.  Good thing we ate it and it's not there to bug me anymore!!


School started last week.  I actually baked this cake a few weeks ago, but already had my Bluebook out.  Oh joy.  So excited about school . . . so excited to be back to the grind.  

Is it December yet?!


This wasn't the easiest cake to cut, but it was so rich and delicious.  It definitely tasted like Kit Kats!


So Anna isn't the cute little girl at the top of the blog anymore, obviously . . . But she's still adorable!


And she's still quirky . . . great way to eat cake, Anna!!


Disclaimer:  21 Kit Kat bars were harmed while making this cake.  
              ***  I crumbled 4 Kit Kat bars into the middle of the cake, it took 15 Kit Kat bars to line the outside of the cake, and I had 2 fallen soldiers that didn't break apart correctly to use as decoration (which obviously needed to be eaten . . . haha)!  ***